THE BEAST BEHIND THE BEAUTY
'Dont dish out trust like it's candy!' They say,but i never really know how not to when it comes to someone you love.
Your ego and pride don't mean a thing if the one person who holds the keys to your heart is besideyou,you ignore the faults behind the eyes you always look into and say 'i love you',you fail to see the monster lurking behind all the good you see. You sink too deep,deep enough you can barely breathe.
You know that numb feeling you get when he walks towards,how you blubber out just about anything even though it makes no sense,your thoughts at that instant are like a huge tornado. That heavy knot your stomach gets when you smell his cologne,ooooooh!and when he says your name,from his lips it sounds like a soothing melody one you never want to stop...
For a moment you want to be part of his joy,his passions,his pain and his sorrow, you want to be the only one who see's his vulnerability other than his strength's, you want to be the only one who gets him when noone else does,when he smiles you want to be the reason behind that smile so when he hurts you by being distant and cold ,you hold on to hope,hope that he is going to warm up to you sooner or later. You convince yourself that the love you feel for him goes deeper that the surface so despite how distant you feel he is,your kisses are still filled with passion,your embrace is still warmer and your love remains unconditional.
Little do you know that just as he holds the keys to your heart so does he hold the power to destroy it. You love him and even though he has pushed all your buttons unknowingly you love him anyway. You're are that point where you trust he will never hurt you so when he finally goes ahead and says that ' you don't get him' then thats where you draw the line,thats where all the love burns down and something new is brewed ANGER!!! not HATE you possibly can't hate him.YOU CANNOT
He's made his mark effortlessly he didn't have to hit you,his words that cut deeper than swords did the trick ,scared you in ways you can't begin to explain turns out he had given you just a part of his heart when you wanted all of it and that beast inside you wants to fight back give him a dose of his own medicine,serve him a portion of your anger on a silver platter and smash it on his face,just to ensure the message is home.
So behind every beautiful face you see lurks a beast waiting to freed but truth is you want him locked up for the sake of those you love! So in the end,
TRUST EVERYONE BUT NEVER TRUST THE BEAST INSIDE THEM
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